Ok, so I know everyone is probably wondering why I'm still blogging when I'm suppose to be packing and moving. Well, the place we were moving into fell through. I'm still in shock!! I was so excited to get the family back together as one unit instead of two, but now it seems as if we have to wait until August. What was suppose to be a 2 month seperation has now turned in to what will be a 4 1/2 month seperation. I can't even begin to tell you how sad and hopeless I feel right now. All of my insecurities have started to bubble to the surface and I can't help but wonder what our future holds for us. This is suppose to be a new and happy beginning after my husbands illness, but so far I'm just depressed.